Lately I have been feeling...

Blue. There I have said it. Nothing is really wrong, just that nagging feeling that something is not right. Is it the old me rearing its ugly head - the me that had disappeared for a while. The me that wants the attention of the loved one. The me that is suspicious of him and what he is up to. This perilious long-distance relationship is making me feel that way I suppose. But do I want a life of constantly checking his whatsapp online status, wondering who he is chatting with, what he is talking about. Or do I want a life where I can be happy to have him there, to know that, no matter how far, no matter that he does not text me, that he still loves me. I chose someone who is the complete of me, so I know I have no right demand him to be like me. Or anything close. God, calm my heart. I pray to you.